âAs what Honestâ He leans in close. Close enough to notice that his breath doesnât smell like beer, and that his eyes have a ring of deep brown around the gold irises. âHereâs the thing, Jones, I donât understand how you can find that a problem.â
I blink and force myself to focus on something other than his eyes. âYou donât see how never being told ânoâ isnât a problemâ
His smile deepens. âStop being obtuse. Youâre talking about my irresistibility. Iâm talking about my honesty. Two vastly different topics.â
My lips twitch. Damn it. âI donât recall saying you were irresistible.â
âBesides,â he goes on as if I havenât spoken, âI canât see what sort of culpability I have in girls wanting to get to know me. Itâs not like Iâm bribing them or lying to have my âwicked wayâ with them. It is what it is.â
I stare at him a long moment, one in which he grins his stupid grin and I fight the stupid urge to return it.
âYou know what Youâre right.â
âFinally!â he says to no one in particular before smiling down at me.
I give him a bland look. âSo letâs put it this way.â I step into his space, glaring up at him. âI could not care less about football. I donât give a shit who you are or what you do orââ
My tirade dies when he leans so close that our noses practically touch. The look in his eyes isnât angry. Itâs triumphant. âExactly, Jones.â
Two words and heâs knocked the wind out of my sails. His not wanting me to fawn all over him is the last thing I expect. I start to frown. Maybe I even do. I canât stop myself from saying, âWell, hell.â
And he bursts out laughing. A rich, full laugh thatâs so infectious, I respond to it, snorting a little as I try to keep from laughing too. Our eyes meet, and the air between us abruptly shifts. Base heat swamps me so fast that I lose my next breath. Maybe he does too because he goes absolutely still. A lion about to pounce. I blink back, the gazelle caught out in full sunlight.
But then a lumbering form comes up to us, and a big hand slaps down on Baylorâs shoulder. âBattle, my man,â says the hulking guy who has to be one of Baylorâs linemen. âSandra here wants to say hello.â
Itâs like Iâm not even there. Not to The Hulk, who actually bumps me back with his arm as he gestures to some eighteen year old with over-bleached hair and a coy smile. Not when she slinks up to press herself against Baylorâs arm. âHey, Battle,â she breathesâbreathes it, because Iâm not sure I heard any actual consonantsââwill you sign my shirtâ
Of course sheâs wearing his jersey, the number eleven splayed across her br**sts. Itâs no shocker when she points directly to that area, in case he wasnât sure where he should sign.
I want to roll my eyes but donât. Sheâs not the problem here. Baylor isnât even the problem. I am.
âWell then,â I say. âIâll leave you to it.â
I turn and flee, hearing him call my name. But I donât look back.
I nearly reach the hall when he steps in front of me, halting my progress. âHold up.â Baylorâs lips pull in a pout, which should look emasculating but simply makes him hotter. âI thought we were having a conversation.â
âI think it was more like bickering,â I say, and when he starts to smile, I hurry on. âAnd it was clearly over.â
His lush mouth flattens. âWhy Because of that interruptionâ He gives a little jerk of his head in the direction of his number one fan.
I shake my head. âDonât let me keep you, honestly.â
Instead of backing off, he takes a step closer, and his voice lowers. âBut Iâd rather be talking to you.â
My heart is beating so hard now I feel it in my fingertips. I donât know where to look or what to do. My gaze settles on the leather cord he wears around his strong neck. Iâve never seen him without it. A small rectangle of polished wood hangs from the cord, dangling just below the hollow of his throat. My fingers itch to touch the pendant, to trace along the cord up to the stubble that starts just below his jaw. I lift my hand to do just that when a masculine shout snaps me out of it.
âBaylor!â Yet another one of his teammates seeking his attention. The freshman is still there, waving to get his attention.
I glance that way. âYouâre obviously busy.â
A frustrated breath escapes him, and he runs a hand through his hair. âWhat was I supposed to do Tell her to get lost because Iâm trying to impress another girl Pretty counterproductive to act like an ass**le, if you ask me.â
Iâm kind of stuck on the whole âimpress another girlâ part. In fact, the moment he said it, my heart stopped altogether and heat rushed my face. Why me What is he thinking
My throat closes in on me, and I swallow hard. âSorry, but youâre paying attention to the wrong girl.â I edge toward the hall and freedom. âIâm not interested.â
A flush of color washes over his cheeks, and his eyes turn bronze. âBullshit.â
When I flinch, his voice softens and slides through my defenses like a spoon into pudding. âYou may think Iâm a moron but Iâm not blind. Iâm in danger of developing a permanent neck kink from checking you out. And if the number of times you meet my eyes is anything to go by, then you are as well.â
My cheeks must be flaming red by now. Iâm too shocked to reply, but it doesnât stop him from edging closer. Close enough that his low murmur rings crystal clear in the small space between us. âWhy donât you tell me what the real problem is and we can address itâ
Address it. Like Iâm something he wants to figure out and fix. Something he wants to keep. The whole idea is so foreign to me, and so terrifying, that I end up snapping. âWhy donât you just let it go Some games you arenât going to win.â
He scowls but when he opens his mouth to reply, I talk over him. âDisappointment is good for the soul, Baylor. Iâm sorry but I have to go.â
This time he doesnât get a chance to stop me, or maybe he just lets me go. I leave as fast as I can without actually running, and another friend approaches him. Which is all good. And maybe if I tell myself this enough, Iâll believe it.
THAT WENT WELL. Anna Jonesâs gorgeous ass sways as she walks away from me. A perfect counterpoint to the swish of her little black skirt and the bounce of her red curls. I want to grab her and press her up against the nearest wall so that I can taste her tart mouth. I wouldnât even mind if she bit me, just as long as her tongue soothed it afterward.
Fat chance of that. I stay where I am, defeat and disappointmentâyes, thank you, Miss Jones, Iâm well aware of that emotion nowâcrashing into me like a bad hit.
âShit.â I rub my ribs where the phantom pain spreads wide.
Itâs even worse when I see Gray sauntering over. Gray is my teammate and best friend. We met when we were fifteen and attending the Manning Passing Academy. We are both from Chicago, though from different areas, and had played against each other before but had never talked until then. When my parents died, Gray was the only one I could stomach being around because he had lost his mother to breast cancer the year before. Which means he knows me better than anyone alive. This is going to suck.
Grayâs obnoxious grin is wide and pleased. ââCrash and burn, huh, Mavââ
I glare, itching to punch that stupid smile off his face. âI never should have introduced you to the glory that is Top Gun. You donât deserve it.â
When he laughs, I roll my eyes. âHow long have you been waiting to use that line on meâ
âAbout four and a half years, give or take.â He slings a meaty arm around my shoulder and attempts to pull my head down for a noogie. I duck away and slap the side of his head lightly. Though it takes restraint not to bap him harder. Iâm not in the mood. Not that Gray cares. Heâs still grinning.
âWhatâs the matter Red didnât respond to the âBattleâ cryâ
âFuck off, Gray.â There isnât much heat to my request. My mind is still on Anna, and my body is itching to follow. Shit, Iâm so screwed. Something pathetically close to a sigh lifts my chest as I stare in the direction she tookâfucking fledâto get away from me. Like I was a disease she needed to stay clear of.
Which is unfortunate. Because itâs still there, that insistent clamor in my head that says: Her, her, her!
Not so great when she seems to have a cry in regards to me that goes: Run, run, run!
I donât understand it. I wasnât lying to her, and I donât think Iâm deluded, when I said that weâve been virtually eye-fucking each other for the past month. Fortunately, I didnât call it âeye-fucking;â sheâd probably have my nuts in a clench if I had. Not that Iâm entirely opposed to her touching my nutsâŚ
âShit.â I pinch the bridge of my nose. Then pinch it harder when I realize that Gray is still there watching.
âDude,â he says, âlet it go. This is getting embarrassing.â
âWhyâ I snap. âBecause I have to work for it For onceâ
The masochist in me kind of likes it. I sure as hell love it when sheâs all snappy and taking me to task. If I could get her to do it while I suck on her neck, feeling the vibrations of her voice as she talks, or maybe have those creamy legs wrapped around my back while sheâs doing it, and Iâd push into her heat, making her groan just a little between arguments.
I take a deep breath. And another. Iâm so screwed if Gray sees me with a hard on. Thank God for jeans. And the fact that Gray is still babbling too much to look down.
âSex shouldnât be work,â he insists. âIt should be easy. Girls come to us, give us a good time, and we send them on their way with a nice thank you and maybe a pat on the ass if theyâre extra special.â
âI pity your bed partners.â
âThey have a good time,â Gray says. âA great time.â
âSure. You let them do all the work while you lay back like a lazy shit. Sounds awesome for them.â
He gives me a sour look. âWell, you sound like a girl.â
âIf I was one, I wouldnât be f**king you.â
âYou could do a lot worseââ His face goes red. âDamn. Would you stop that shit I hate when you make me twist my words.â
I canât help grinning. Anna seemed to like it when I twisted her words, until she fled that is. And thereâs that pathetic sigh again, making me sound like a sap. Damn, but I want to talk to her.
Maybe she thinks I want what Grayâs offering. A simple hook up. Maybe I ought to tell her I want more. I want her. The whole prickly-mouthed, sweetly curved, irresistible package.
Telling her that wouldnât be stalking, would it Shit, I donât even know. Grayâs right in one regard, I obviously suck at pursuing. But if thereâs one thing I understand, itâs practice. I excel at perfecting my technique through practice.
Anna still hasnât come back down the stairs. Which means Iâm going up.
âIf my efforts bother you so much,â I say to Gray without taking my eyes off the shadowed hallway that leads to the second floor, âIâd look away now.â I give him a light slap on the chest and head off.
Chapter 5
THE HOUSE IS bigger than it looks from the outside. Upstairs is a warren of long, dark hallways, stretching out in two L-shaped wings. Several rooms are occupied, the sounds coming from within them leaving little doubt as to why. The hall is emptyâpeople probably going back downstairs as soon as they realized that they arenât going to get to make use of the rooms themselves.
I walk along, discreetly listening to doors to find one thatâs silent. I need the bathroom and am not willing to walk in on anyone before I find it.
Thankfully a small bath near the end of the hall is unoccupied. Once inside, I take a deep breath and let it out slowly. Itâs blessedly quiet here, the blaring bass of the music a muted thud. My skin is flush, and my heart is still beating too hard. Itâs like Iâve run a mile in a minute. Worse, part of me wants to go back downstairs where he is.
Cursing, I run cold water over my hands and splash some on the back of my neck. In the reflection of the mirror, my cheeks are pink and my eyes are shining. I look excited.
âHell.â
I pat myself dry and, taking another calming breath, leave the bathroom. And practically run into someone. My shoulder hits the cool wall behind me as I step back to get away. Baylor stands there, his expression bemused as if he hadnât expected me to pop out at him. Then he moves closer, taking my air, and my thoughts scatter. His eyes, intense and determined, are all I see.
And all I can think of is that we are alone together. Utterly. Finally. I canât look at him then. Not directly. He is the sun, burning bright.
âWhy are you hereâ My voice is a wisp of sound in the small space.
So is his. âI want you.â
The floor dips beneath me, his confession taking up too much air. Baylor seems just as shocked by his words, his eyes going wide and his lips parting. But he commits to them with a squaring of his broad shoulders. âTell me you donât want me too, and Iâll go.â
My mouth opens, a denial on my lips, then he reaches for me. Itâs barely a touch, just the tips of his fingers on my elbow, as if heâs planning to guide me back downstairs. Itâs the smallest of contact. Nothing really. And yet itâs everything. The small contact burns, ripples outward along my skin with lightning fast intensity, and my breath hitches.