âOnly the small laceration on her bottom lip from what we can see, and her vitals are fine. Though itâll take a while for the shock to wear off. Sheâs had quite the scare.â That assessmentâs delivered with a wink, and then she begins packing up her kit.
âSheâs awfully lucky . . .â To me, the tall, average-looking officer says, âIâm Detective Garda Garret Duffy. This is me partner, Detective Garda Paul OâBrien.â The man next to him, a pudgy middle-aged officer with a shiny, bald head, offers a tight smile. âCan we ask ya some questionsâ
Despite the situation, I smile. Duffy sounds exactly like the leprechaun in the Lucky Charms cereal commercial. âSure. Okay.â
âAnd would ya mind terribly if our colleagues examined your bag This is yours, yeahâ He gestures at a man with white gloves hovering at the side.
I look down at the limp black knapsack that holds my umbrella, a couple of bottles of water, and a bag of grapes, no doubt a mess of pulp and juices now. I donât know why theyâd want to, but . . . âGo ahead.â
âThank you,â Duffy says, smiling kindly at me, his notepad already open in his hand and waiting to be filled. âLetâs start with your nameâ
âAmber Welles.â
âAnd youâre American, from the sounds of itâ
I nod but then answer, âYes.â My dad taught me to always answer verbally, to avoid misinterpretation.
âDo ya have identificationâ
âMy passport. Itâs in my backpack.â
âOkay.â He nods toward OâBrien. âWeâll get that. What are ya doing here in Irelandâ
âTraveling.â
âAre ya here aloneâ
âYes.â
His forehead wrinkles in surprise. I get that reaction a lot. I guess I can understand it. It is a bit strange for a girl my age to be traveling alone. If he knew that I have thirteen other countries to visit after this, Iâm sure heâd have a comment. âDo ya have friends or family, or acquaintances, in Irelandâ
âNo.â
âAnd how long have ya been in Dublinâ
âJust landed yesterday.â
He scribbles his notes down quickly. âAnd what were ya doing in the Green this morning, so earlyâ
âI was late for my tour bus and I was running through here to try to make up some time.â I guess itâs safe to say that the bus has left without me.
âSo . . . ya were running across the grass.â His eyes and finger trail through the air, as if trying to get his bearings. âFrom which direction, exactlyâ
I point across the way.
âRight. And then the bomb just explodedâ His impassive eyes remain glued to my face, waiting, as if readying my answer for a scale, to weigh its truth. Just like my dadâs eyes weigh on a person whenever heâs asking questions, whenever heâs digging for information that he thinks the person may be hiding.
My heart pounds in my chest as I begin to see this for what it really is. You donât grow up with a father like Gabe Welles without learning what distrust feels like. And you donât grow up with a brother like Jesse Welles without learning what questioning a person who you think is guilty of something sounds like.
Twenty-five years in the Welles family has taught me the art of suspicion well.
I summon whatever calm I can muster and look at the blast siteâcordoned off with a new, bigger square of blue-and-white tapeâthrough new eyes. A marker sits where I was found. Another one indicates where Iâm guessing the bomb went off. A man is measuring the distance between the two points. Another man photographs the oakâs tree trunk, riddled with gashes, while his partner waits behind him, with plastic gloves and bags and tweezers to collect evidence.
I can see why the police might be suspicious. Theyâre probably wondering how I could have been that close and not earned a single shrapnel wound, when that tree has been brutalized. But what do they seriously think happened . . . that I set the bomb and decided to play victim
My stomach drops.
Maybe thatâs exactly what theyâre wondering. When I replay the detectiveâs words about being awfully lucky from a moment ago inside my head, it doesnât sound as sincere anymore. I canât believe this. One day in Ireland and Iâm being questioned by the police. This is something that happens to Jesse. Not to me.
âNo. A man ran out of nowhere and knocked me down to the ground. Then the bomb exploded.â
Itâs so slight that itâs almost imperceptible, but Duffyâs brow definitely jumps. âWhat did this man look likeâ
âI donât . . .â I frown, trying to picture his face. âHe was young . . . Irish . . . I donât know. He ran off right after.â
âIn which directionâ
I point toward the bushes where I last saw him.
âWhat else can ya tell us about himâ OâBrien asks. They both stare at me, waiting, their demeanor having softened somewhat now that Iâve given them reason to suspect that maybe Iâm just an American tourist who was in the wrong place at the wrong time.
âI didnât get a good look at him. I was in shock.â Iâm still in shock.
âAnything at all. Was he tall, short Twelve stone, fourteen stone . . .â
I frown.
Duffy smirks. âYe Americans call it âpounds.â â
âOh.â I shake my head. âIâm . . . not sure. A hundred and eighty pounds, maybeâ
âThink hard, Amber. We need to find him,â he pushes. âYou said he was Irish. How do you know that Did he speak to youâ
âYes. He said that he didnât do this,â I whisper, hearing his voice as I repeat the words. Remembering that pleading look in his eyes.
Duffy and OâBrien share a glance.
âYou think he set it, donât youâ I ask.
âMaybe,â Duffy says.
I frown. âThat doesnât make sense. Why would he jump in front of it to save me, thenâ
OâBrien shrugs. âChange of heart He saw a pretty bird and didnât want to be responsible for her death.â
My cheeks heat with the unwanted compliment, although I really want to roll my eyes. Sometimes people with the best intentions say the most stupid things. I mean, does it all come down to looks If I were ugly, would the guy have run the other way and let me blow to pieces
Duffy must see my irritation. âHe ran. Innocent people donât run.â
My eyes drift to the spot in the trees where I saw him vanish, and I start to question myself. Am I a fool for believing him the second the words came out of his mouth I didnât even question why he might say something like that. Maybe . . . he knew the bomb was there, lying in quiet wait in the grass. He knew exactly where it was and he must have known when it would go off, the way he ran at me. If he had nothing to do with it, how would he know those kinds of details
Maybe a bomberâs word isnât worth much when heâs . . . a bomber.
But he saved my life. He put himself in harmâs way to protect me. Maybe innocent people donât run, but bombers donât save lives.
I dismiss the detectiveâs suspicion. After all, five minutes ago, he was ready to accuse me.