When she came out and saw where he was, she stopped on the back stoop and glowered like she wished she could blow her own car up.
God, youâre beautiful, Danny thought.
Funny, how the right woman could turn running tights, a black fleece, and Brooks trainers into a ball gown and stillies. Forget Deandra and those fake cubic zirconia earrings, the wafts of perfume, the lash extensions, and the push-up bras. Anne was all natural; from her sun-streaked hair that was pulled back with a band to her clean face and her soap-and-shampoo scent, she didnât have to add anything to be a knockout.
And speaking of KOâs, the object of his lust and fascination marched over and ripped open her door. âYou are such an ass.â
He put his palms up. âIâm helping. And supporting the womenâs movement.â
âThe hell you are.â She got in and glared at him some more. âI had an out and you threw me under the bus.â
He smiled. âCome on, you canât miss the drama. This wedding from hell is going to be a cross between a UFC fight and that dress show Deandra forces him to watch whenever sheâs over here.â
âSay Yes to the Mess.â
âIs that what itâs called And seriously, you think Iâm going through this shit on my ownâ
âYes, I do.â She shut them in together. âMoose is your roommateââ
âHeâs on your crewââ
ââand this doesnât have anything to do with me andââ
ââso it would be weird if you were not thereââ
ââmore importantly, Deandra canât stand me.â
ââand Deandra doesnât like anybody.â
They both stopped at the same time. Then Anne put her hands on the wheel and slumped. Looking over, she shook her head. âI had the best excuse on the planet and you screwed me.â
His eyes dropped to her lips before he could stop them. To cover up the slip, he laughed. âLike I said, itâs you and me against the world for this train wreck.â
âEven if you have to pretend to be a feminist, huh.â
âHey, I love women.â
âI know, your reputation precedes you.â
Danny frowned as she started the car. âWhatâs that supposed to meanâ
âI mean, why is he marrying her Iâve never met more of a production in my lifeââ
âAnne. What was that crack aboutâ
Her eyes swung back to him. âOh, come on, Danny. I know you try to hide it from me because Iâm the âgirlâ on the crew, but your exploits are always a topic of discussion, if not legend.â
âThey are not.â
She put them in reverse and twisted around to look behind them. âYou know they are. Look, I donât judge. Itâs none of my business what you do in your personal life, for one thing, and for another, itâs just not that interesting to me. Do not, however, try to play like youâre a shy retiree with the ladies.â
As Anne hit the gas and shot them down the thin lane that ran parallel to the tall, narrow duplex, that fleece did little to hide the contours of her body, and those leggings highlighted the sleek muscles of her thighs. And when he noticed each and every thing about her, he thought it was crazy that until heâd met her, he hadnât realized he had a type.
Turned out he liked no-nonsense, straight-talking athletes who had a work ethic to match his own.
âI donât have a girlfriend,â he muttered.
âThank God or youâd be making a fool out of her with all those other females.â Anne K-turned in the street. âBut again, itâs not anything Iâm worried about. Now, where are we goingâ
Nowhere, he thought. Goddamn it, weâre going nowhere.
âMikeâs Tuxedo Rental, down on Chester and Main.â He put his seat belt on to kill the dinging. âAnd you really have the wrong opinion about me.â
âLike I said, itâs not relevant.â She hit the gas, sending him deep into his seat on the acceleration. âAll I care about is how well you fight fires and there are never any complaints on thatââ
âI mean just because Iâve gone on a couple of datesââ
âIs that what you call doing the receptionist of that hair salon in the back roomâ
âThat was six months ago.â That was also Deandra, but there wasnât any reason to put a name to it. âAnd before you even bring the Fourth of July up, I was not the one who had sex in the middle of the parade on that float.â
She glanced across the seats. âYes, you wereââ
âNo, I was not,â he snapped. âThat was Duff. Donât bring me into shit I have nothing to do with.â
âWhy are you getting so defensiveâ
âBecause youâre accusing me of being a whore and I donât appreciate it.â
âSorry.â
As he crossed his arms over his chest, he glared out the side window. Nothing was worse than a trap of your own invention, but the truth was, ever since Anne had come into his life with her NBFD T-shirt and her take-no-prisoners attitude, every other woman had looked like a box of Kleenex to him. Unfortunately, his previous exploits were a speeding car with too much momentum for the brakes to catch: Even though heâd changed, there was no denying what heâd been like before, and that was what preceded him.
Reflecting on his many mistakes, he was reminded of why he hated taking any R&R. It led to too much thinking, and the last thing he needed was time to dwell on how impossible it was for him to ever know what Anne Ashburn felt like. Tasted like. Looked like first thing in the morning and last thing at night.
These four days off for Mooseâs stupid idea were going to depress the fuck out of him.
Chapter 2
Mikeâs Tuxedo Rental was a bolt-hole of polyester knockoffs sandwiched between a Dunkinâ Donuts on the corner and a local flower shop on the other side. As Anne parallel-parked across the street from it, she checked the clock on her dash and was relieved they had an hour before the shop closed at five.
âSo you want something to eatâ she asked her morose passenger. âI got a Fiber One in my workout bag.â
âIâm okay.â
âNo, youâre hangry.â She reached back into her Nike duffel. âHere. Eat this before you haymaker someone.â
As she held the bar out to him, Danny stared at her. His eyes were the blue of an autumn sky, so clear and resonant they almost hurt to look into, and those lashes were as black and thick as his hair. He had what looked like a sunburn, but the color in his face was actually from the night before. October in Massachusetts could be cold, and theyâd battled a two-alarm over by the New Brunie campus at four a.m. The water from the hoses had been blown back at them, and the thirty-two-degree temperature had turned it into freezing rain.
âYouâve got the wrong idea about me,â he said.
Anne looked away. âI donât have any idea about you. Which is the way it should be. We work together.â
âIf we didnât, what then.â
All the air seemed to get sucked out of the Subaru, and she could sense his body as if she were touching him: Proximity had somehow become contact, somehow, the undercurrents that she always convinced herself were misinterpretations on her part now an alchemy that was unexpected . . . and yet inevitable.
âHypotheticals are a waste of time.â Her voice was so damned hoarse. âTotal waste ofââ
âAnswer the question anyway.â
But that isnât a question, she thought. Itâs an invitation that I may not be able to turn down.
Cursing herself, she tossed the Fiber One in his lap, popped her door and got out. âEat that and come on. We donât have a lot of time.â
With a pounding heart, she jaywalked through the light traffic and hopped up on the curb. Marching over to the tuxedo shop, she yanked open the door and walked intoâ
A sea of flowers.
Instead of mannequins sporting black-and-white penguin suits, she was surrounded by roses and carnations and bundles of babyâs breath in buckets. There were clay pots of orange and yellow mums, and then all kinds of novelty witches, ghouls, and vampires strung on fishing line from the ceiling.